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Hatfields & McCoys starts today.

I’m not sure why I’m so excited about this, but I am.

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Via

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Darren, your ability, and quite a good ability at that, to move your hips should be illegal….for they cause very naughty things to run through one sane person’s mind…. ;)

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Via accio glee love!

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Via Charls Zoom

I really need this show back in my life. I need something to look forwards to on Wednesday….I need EVAN PETERS! DX Life, would be so much better if ever girl got their own little Evan…

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Guys let’s be real, of course Evan is gonna date and / or sleep with random girls

littlemisslangdon:

Until he meets one of us, obviously.

Don’t worry, our time will come.

Via I love it when the leaves change.

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snootydormouse:

★ flawless people ⇢ Evan Peters

Via ---------BAD KARMA'S A BITCH---------

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I can’t change who I am and I wouldn’t want to for the world. I’m sorry for the fights we’ve had and the hurtful things we’ve said. I silently watch as this bond of ours is breaking infront of my eyes, and I find myself doing nothing about it. I’m changing that. It was always keeping the bad shit away from others and bottled up inside. Maybe that’s why I’m fucked up now. Suicidal, homicidal thoughts, but knowing I’d never act on them. So no more hiding. I won’t look at crying as weakness anymore, I won’t turn to complete strangers to tell my inner most thoughts. I’m going to be a better person now. I just wish you could accept me for who I am and not your perfect vision of me. It’s like you know the outside of me. What I look like , sound like, what I do. Not what I’m thinking, not what I want to say, not what I want to do. So no more hiding. Please accept me. I love you.

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An Update…

OKAY! So I think for my first actual, motivated try at loosing weight day one was good. :) I ate egg whites for breakfast with milk, had small snacks throughout the day. I may have caved when my mom offered me a bit of her apple pie DX But besides the milk, I’ve drank water alllllllll day! :DD

I went walking today with my friend Rebecca. We walked a good bit! My legs felt like jelly, and it takes a lot of walking for me to get tired! So I think that was good, right? Lol, I also, while watching Glee’s come back episode after it’s break and New Girl, did mason twists and in-and-outs till I was shaking. I couldn’t take it, my stomach and legs were exhausted!! DX So, I’m assuming I did it right.

So, now picture today since I look like crap but yea haha. I’ll really try to update with pics from now on! :P Also, I’ve been neglecting my Youtube Vlog, which I shant do anymore!

Okay I’ve got to go, I’m actually going to use a shakeweight…..lol, exercise and a laugh!

<3 you all, Cody

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So it’s come to my attention…..I hate my body. And like the picture says above, “Up with this I will not put!”.

So from now on, I’m going to work to become a healthier, better me. Hopefully by slimming down and toning up I will have more confidence to dress the actual way I want to dress, to fit the clothes I want to buy, and to not be embarressed in the summer when I’m in a bathing suit, and overall to be HEALTHY! Not some macho muscled up person, but you know….lower my risks of diabetes, high blood pressure, high cholesterole…..everything. I’m obese, and I’m tired of complaining. I’m working to change it, now and forever.

So starting today, I’m tracking what I eat and my exercise routine. I want to feel better and healthy! Right now I weigh 178 lbs, and that’s not healthy one bit! My goal weight is 145 and the most….And I’ll be posting updates and pictures of myself through my entire journey with this new ‘healthy me’ thing.

It’s time for me to get out and get active, and drill team practice isn’t cutting it! Yeah it’s 2 hours and 30 minutes, but all I’m doing is stomping and moving my hands and arms..That’s it. So I’ve picked up zumba, and various other dances to play around with, a kick boxing video, jogging, sit ups, and squats.

I’M READY TO CHANGE!!! :)

(P.S. This is for me. So to any of my personal friends: You may say I’m fine the way I am, that that’s how God created me…but for me I’m not. I don’t care about other people’s views, but I do care about how I feel when I step infront of a mirror…..So thanks for trying to make me feel better sometimes, but when it comes down to it, it’s about how I view me and my life. <3 You all)

~Love, Ms. Cody Leigh Wilkie :3

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